NACR Daily Meditation for Tuesday, Oct 12, 2004

12 Oct 2004 07:00:01 -0000

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NACR Daily Meditation for Tuesday, Oct 12, 2004

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Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face
to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully
known.1 Corinthians 13:12

As we open ourselves to see and know God in new ways, we will need to guard
against using our relationship with God as a new arena for expressing our
perfectionism. We cannot now see God except in a 'poor reflection'. We cannot
perfectly know God. We are not yet face to face with God. We see partially.
We know partially. There is much that remains a mystery to us. 

It is not easy for us to live with partial vision. It is difficult to tolerate
the ambiguities and unknowns. Sometimes the imperfections in our understanding
of God make us anxious. We feel that God expects more of us than that. We
feel that we should have answers to every conceivable question, that we
should never experience doubts, that we should have clarity at all times.

But this text makes it clear that 20:20 vision is not a realistic expectation
in our relationship with God. Perfection is not an option for us. Accepting
limits in our capacity to see and know God is part of getting to know God
better.

The list of things I don't understand goes on and on, Lord.
What I don't know makes me anxious.
I am afraid of my doubts.
I want to see and know you so well that I no longer experience doubt.
I want to understand things so thoroughly, that I no longer experience anxiety.
But I cannot see you face to face. I only see and know in part.
Help me, Lord, 
to find a way to live with uncertainty, 
with doubts, 
with anxiety.
Help me to embrace what you have revealed of your love and goodness.
And to live in anticipation of one day knowing you more fully.
Amen.

Copyright 1991 Dale and Juanita Ryan 

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